I hate life right now.
My cramps and finally getting a steady period has been horror. I mean I havnt really had a real period for almost 5 years or so. No steady period for that long. And now I am getting one. This is NOT fun.
If I could I would take this stuff away for forever. I can no longer have children. I should no longer have children is more like it. I was advised to not get pregnant any longer due to my kidney issues. So I got my tubes tied, cut, and burned. All in one. They normally only do one now but, with my issues I done them all.
Fast forward. Now I have horrible pains I wish I could have just got a hysterectomy but I need the hormones due to my issues. *sigh* So no more babies...blah. But I love squishy babies but I cant. Maybe one day adopt. Maybe. But for now I want to just get these damn pms bs out of the way. I need to.
Maybe my next blog will be about my two birth stories. No many people will wanna know about them but eh they are a strong emotion for me so why not!
